Well the plans and whole adventure of a "roast" fell through quickly and faster than i thought.
I was planning on having it today and if today didn't work out i was going to have it another day in the next week but between everyone and the jobs and school, they just couldn't do it. Who can blame them though? Even though it would have been nice to know in advance but you can't change the past just the present and future.
So now i basically have to revamp my whole adventure. I still will be confronting my anger i just am not sure really how at the moment. I can tell everyone this lately every little thing has been pissing me off and I have no clue so anything could be an adventure of confronting my anger at this point but just really not sure the best way to face it.
I have tried to think of something but there is a block up there for some reason and that just makes me more angry. I understand not all adventures will go through but the fact mine didn't really start is what really bugs me. I was told last minute no one could do it, and with my job giving me more shifts this week ruined any other days also. But just got to adapt to the situation.
If any of you who read this have any idea that they think would be an interesting way, just let me hear it. Any idea is a good one at this point. I'll take anything into consideration. Maybe even tweek it some to make it a lot more interesting, and I know the deadline is pretty soon so i have to come up with something soon, or I have lucked out. Thanks for any ideas!
Sounds to me, Ethan, that you're experiencing the very anger you'd hoped to generate via the roast, and that the fact that nothing is going as hoped, or as planned, IS the adventure.
ReplyDeleteHow does this change the way you understand the phenomenon of a "psychological adventure"? How does it change the way you understand "advneture"?
If you need something to be in your control, in order for the experience to be deemed "an adventure," then perhaps purposefully dealing with the feelings you're currently experiencing--and documenting the methods you're employing--would be quite effective (and useful).